so where the hell have i been?

Court, West court, and Central court then to probation, then to prop, then to NA, then to Prop, then back to court, then to NA.  fucking like 400 a week in cabs alone, just going to courts, and classes.  every fucking week.  it just doesnt stop.

I have to get so serious really quick, now with formal probation going into effect, and then being in prop 2 and then west court comes along and throws a prop plea at me, so i do it, only to find out that i am at the maximum punishment for prop and its up to a judge and counselors at prop to see if i can combine the two, which i dont see why not, since the west court case  is older than the north court case, it just took west allot longer to reach a conclusion and not that long for north.  so its only fair, in the eyes of justice that they allow it.

and fines, fees, payments things to do, the fucking calandar on my computer cant even keep up.  FUCK>…….how did i do this.

And of course, the pussy is still rocking the market,  no matter what, they are calling and needing.  many needs too.  Make no mistake that the little man on the phone talking about verbal humiliation and abuse, while he sexually gratifies himself, he is very serious, NOT he is serious about jacking off on the phone, while seriously wasting my time, all to save a buck FUCK YOU….. this is not even what we had in mind, when we were creating our customers, hell no.  no bargain shoppers, that call up and say all i have is 80, then buddy if that is all  you have, you best not be spending it on 10 min worth of pussy.  ffs, do i really need to tell them that.

but they come, and it seems that they all come out and call on the same days, like some kind of moon, or leap year or something, but certain days, they surface then they scurry back to the alley they lept from with such hope at scoring a piece of ass for a whopping 80 bucks.  If somebody actally made it to my door and came at me with something like that, I would kick him in the fucking teeth.  without even a second thought,  i mean they have adult video arcades where you can sit in a booth and jack off into a pile left from the guy before and be done with it.  all for like 5 bucks, that is where they need to be.  not wasting my fucking time.